Today. Showdown
:)). one year passed. all right. this is shit. i’ve been reading my older posts, like from one year ago ones, and i just felt like reading “the perks of being a wallflower”. i should write this on microsoft word, so when i’ll have 360 pages i’ll can publish it, become next stephenie meyer or shit:)). i’m swearing a lot lately, and it’s bad, cause it’s unpolite, especially for a girl. but i think that it’s just another phase.
i was quite “zen” this summer, like i didn’t got wasted, not a single time, i listened to my parents and did everything mom asked me to. does this makes more wise?! no, it only makes me more grown-up. well, sort of, anyway:)).
i feel like monopolizing the disscusion, but hei! it’sm MY blong, so it’s about ME. I’m not trying to be a bloger which talks about “life situations” or things. i’m just talking about myself, as i did past last 16 years of my life:)))). i’m selfish, and rude, and persue only my own purpose in life. no shit! :))). i wish i was like that, but in fact, i care a little bit to much about my friends, and i get mad when i see what shit they do, sometimes. but we’re humans. i’m begining to realize that , lately, and i feel like a little child: proud of my realisation, thought , anyone knew this already:))
i don’t even know if i should post this. i mean,i might be laughing of becali who said: Sunt gandurile mele care au zeci de ganduri: si da si nu si asta si astalalt, care se-nvart cu zecile gandurile astea in capul meu, dar nu e niciunul stabil”, but i feel like i’m just the same! only that i explain my thoughts:))))
