February 2012
2 posts
VS Parents
Nu am mai scris de mult. Cred ca am uitat puterea eliberatoare si sentimentul de maretie care ma incearca dupa ce m-am confesat unei foi albe. Mereu am considerat stiloul si coala drept cei mai buni si discreti prieteni. Stiu sa asculte si ma lasa sa aiurez in propria nebunie, iar pana la urma ma ajuta sa imi dea seama ce se intampla cu lumea din jurul meu.
Mereu am avut “planuri”,...
October 2011
1 post
"Muzica" by SAMI
As vrea sa vorbim un pic despre muzica , chit ca muzica pe mine ma omoara . imi trezeste cele mai intense emotii la fel ca
ritmul care imi aduce cele mai bune instincte ca si viata cele mai bune decizii . Muzica imi curge prin creier si se scurge
pe foaie , incepe sa se exprime prin scris si se termina in vis , as putea sa incep sa iti cant in gand , si sa iti scriu
pe foaie , dar raman la...
August 2011
4 posts
Today. Showdown
:)). one year passed. all right. this is shit. i’ve been reading my older posts, like from one year ago ones, and i just felt like reading “the perks of being a wallflower”. i should write this on microsoft word, so when i’ll have 360 pages i’ll can publish it, become next stephenie meyer or shit:)). i’m swearing a lot lately, and it’s bad, cause...
Draft
Si muzica a inceput sac ante.Ea isi misca trupul usor, aproape plutind inspre el. El ii intinse mana, dupa care o trase incet inspre trupul lui. Ritmul muzicii a inceput sa fie cu o patrime mai alert, dar ramanea la fel de senzual si de incet pentru cei doi indragostiti. Trupul ei se lipea in ritmul muzicii, usor de al lui, pana cand picioarele lor se impeteau intr-un dans gratios si lent. Pareau...
Listen
July 2011
1 post
Furtuna de ganduri
Pe romana? hai pe romana:)). Vorbeam cu prietenul meu sami san ( daca citesti sa nu ma injuri) despre filozofie. Sami zice ca viata e ca un cerc ( e mai complexa teoria…:))). Si eu cred acelasi lucru, doar ca spus intr-un mod diferit :
Viata e ca un cerc: te invarti ca prostu’ si nu ii dai de capat.
E corect? O fi bun? Nu e? Cui ii pasa?! Pentru mine e corect si asta conteaza,...
April 2011
1 post
March 2011
8 posts
About much be waited PART 4
Sooo! announcement: I decided that this week, we have so many testes , that I’m literally to crowded to take some hours and put together some sexiness. :>
This means that, you’re gonna have to wait just a few more days for part 4, and i believe part 4 will be the end of the chapter. After that, i’ll go back at the 4 chapters which are there, integral, and continue the story...
I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride PART 3
Prelugea momentul atat de mult, aproape dureros de mult. Il vroiam, atat de mult, dar ma abtineam, sa nu fiu eu prima care il saruta. Macar atat sa ii stirbesc si eu din mandrie. Sau poate nu era mandrie…cui ii mai pasa oricum?!
M-am apropiat si eu, iar in secunda urmatoare, buzele lui le acopereau pe ale mele.Era illegal ce facea! Ma conducea atat de hotarat, si imi placea atat de mult. Isi...
I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride PART 2
Okay, sa jucam dupa regulile lui.
In lumina translucida a becurilor portocalii, urcat pe motocicleta lui neagra, arata ca si cum ar incerca sa franga inimile tuturor fetelor de pe planeta. Sau poate nu a tuturor. Poate doar a uneia. A ambalat o data motorul pentru a-mi da de inteles sa ma grabesc, sau sa ma intorc, ca un fel de amenintare. Imi placea asta!
M-am urcat pe motocicleta, dupa ce am...
Theme song for the EXTRAS FROM MY BOOK! :D
I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride
O Vara la New York: extras.
Eram deja de doua saptamani in New York . Apartamentul tatei, desi era mare, si aveam propria camera, nu oferea prea multe distractii, dar pentru inceput compensa cu privelistea uluitoare: dimineata, soarele imi mangaia fata de deasupra zgarie norilor-uite unaspect pozitiv pentru care apartamentul era cifrat la etajul saizeci si opt. Dar cum dimineata insemna mereu un...
LET'S GET RESTARTED!
New line count
February 2011
6 posts
ROMANIAN MODELS →
It's never the tears that measure the...
January 2011
2 posts
History
Today’s History Hour. I was reading John’ Saul’s horror roman, and I was actually doing anything at all. I was just stating at my place, not talking, not moving and probably not even breathing. But for my teacher this was a CRIME!
So she asked me:
“What are you doing there, miss?” And I was like ” Umh…I’m reading” .Than the teacher asked...
Life Theory
Okay.
I was standing, staring on the window. Okaaay! Okay! I was eating sweets, when this life theory pumped up in my mind and I wanna share it.
I percept life as concentric circles, and in the middle there’s a dot = my own person. Around the dot there are several circles which represent our relation ship with the others.
First circle is our relation ship with our half, the most close to...
December 2010
4 posts
2010 overviews
This year was a full one for me. I’ve been trough a lot of things during 2010, which changed my perception about things, in general a lot. And not change only my perception, but changed myself to. If you’d put me “2009” face to face with me “2010” you’ll be a bit shocked. My friends are daily shocked by me, sometime even I’m shocked about myself, but...
Impossible not to share →
Shit! Thanks!
I have this story in my mind for a while, and now I’ve just been blessed with the sequel.
One day, John goes at school, and at the entrance he sees a girl. She goes at the same school with him since 5’th grade, but she’s been invisible to John, since now.
He watches the girl, than goes away.Walking, he thinks ” she’s nice”. Next day John sees the girl again,...
November 2010
3 posts
Monday
God! It’s Monday , and as always i have such a mood. I wanna run away. I want first December to come! Gosh! Break at the middle of the week. Great! :))
NOW, I keep lying myself that I deserve the best, and maybe I do. No. ABSOLUTELY I DESERVE THE BEST! But, until mt brain will understand this I keep thinking about my Christmas wish list and at Mariah Carey’s song : All I want...
2011
Well, I’m freak, from head to tow, and yes, I believe in horoscopes:)). And only because they almost all the time seem to match.
2010 was a good year. No, it was a great year, in fact, if I would count only the first 9 months, but 9 makes majority , so the whole year was great! As the horoscope predicted.
But, of course, I’m human and I make mistakes, and somehow I manage to blow up...
Ask me
They ask me if I’m alright. I answer ” yes , I am”. My body is alright, but does it count my soul is ill?
I guess not. Well, how does it help me that I have a healthy body, and a healthy mind- note! it’s healthy!- if my soul is ill? No doctor can solve my illness. I believe I’m the only one who can solve my problems. But how can I get over, it I just can’t let...
October 2010
4 posts
Life's so short to be wasted
You know… sometimes, you just have to realize that life goes on, and that nothing lasts forever, and if you’re that stupid to keep on things that ain’t healthy, you just get lost. I realized that on my own…I thought some things last forever, but this is real life, and in real life things are complicated.
So, I decided to make them easy. What if I have tons of things to do?...
What the fuck it's wrong with them?
I finished everything mom left me to do. I ate . I learn. I go to school. I have good marks. What the fuck does dad have to comment? I just don’t get it! What the hell does he want me to do?!?
He’s always unsatisfied. He always has something to comment about, something that I hadn’t done it PERFECT! I so hate this! Why can’t he just leave me alone? I’m not a bad kid,...
Just feel like writing
Things changed. A lot, lately, and I’m just shocked how radically they did…I feel so superficial lately, feel like loosing my friends, my family, my everything.
I barely talk to my old friends, and highschool it’s just so superficial…by now. I want my old family back! I miss them so much! And than, I see mom and dad even more rarely than I used to.
And even my dog...
Ha! I still where to say what I have to say! :))
Ookay, I’m in 9’th heaven right now, cause even if it’s Monday, and that sucks!, things went quite well for me today:)). Like : I took an A! Jesus Christ! :)) and than an almost A … whatever:)), besides I managed to get info’s teacher attention:)). And that’s a hell of a bad thing. Fuck! But I’ll manage it somehow, in the end. Anyway, the important...
September 2010
6 posts
Nothing lasts for ever
I have to write. everything it’s so simple in movies. Everything ends somehow. But in real life things never end. I mean, things end up in the “happy-end” way. In real life things can always change, and nothing lasts forever…good things.
I have what to talk about! Yay! High School..
Yeah. I started school. 9’th grade. High school :)) but that’s not what I wanna talk about.
I wanna talk about my mod, as usual:)) Aaand because it’s my blog I can write what the fuck I want to:)). I sort of feel bad-ass these days:D Like, okay, not bad-ass.
Today I just felt normal, and depressed when I got home cause I’m missing my old friends, and my old crew. I waaant...
School clothing research
Ahahahah! I got so bored , that I thought to make a little clothes researching. Okay! Combine fall trends with personal style, and my a little bit more grown-up mind^^.
Okay. Well, I look a lot at Selena Gomez, which is something more elegant, but I go for Kristen Stewart’s style. Kristen Stewart it’s perfect for school, but I don’t wanna be ordinary, as she tries.
So Damn Boring!
I have, how many? 4 or 5 days before school starts? Impressive! ahahaha! I so don’t wanna start school! Bleah! School.I hateee it! I mean I don’t hate it.
I’m to bored to write someting.
I’ll try later, when I’ll have some sort of inspiration. Any sort of inspiration.
Nothing lasts for ever
Ain't Healthy...but it's fun!
What I’ve done? Or better… what I’ve become? I don’t recognize myself anymore. I’ve changed…so much. And I can’t tell I changed in a good or a bad way. I guess I’ve just grown up. Maybe..
But it’s so weird. i’m whiling to accept things that I hadn’t before. and the interesting part it’s that I don’t even care about it!...
August 2010
13 posts
Mood transition:))
In life, certain things happen, and when they do, you realise that you’re alone. Makes it so hard not to cry. When you talk to somebody, and that somebody does not listen to you, it hurts…
It’s autumn. I’m saying it again, I know, but it’s my favorite season. Or the second favorite season. Raining. Windy.Ugly! Yep. That’s my thing! :))
“Bon Iver & St...
School=Shopping
Okay. Now my mood seems to be well synchronized with the events are going on:)). School’s starting in..2 weeks? OMFG! Two weeks!
Gosh! Well, I can’t complain that it’s taking me by surprise and that summer went by to fast, without me noticing it, cause I did notice! I can tell about everything I did this summer, cause I remember every detail.
I went at my grandma:D For two...
I'm such an addict!
I have nothing on my mind right now. No music or no TV show or no movie, no nothing to influence my mood. again! I have no mood and I hate it do bad!
In two weeks I’m starting school. That sucks. I don’t wanna start school, I don’t wanna wake up in the morning, thinking how awful and boring the day’s gonna be.
But despite school, I do like autumn. I always loved...
Thinking...
As always, I realize that I have nothing, and that I’ve left myself fall as an idiot that I am! How can I believe that I truly have something that it’s only mine? I’m alone, as always, just me and my thoghts , and the bad part is that …
I don’t know.What the hell did I tought? That this was for real? :)) I should laugh, but I can’t. I’m no Elena, and I...
I gotta do something!
Okay, summer’s almost gone:D. Aaand I have absolutely no mood. Like, last autumn I was all about NM premiere and KStew , but now, I’m just me! It’s awful to be just me! :)) I mean it’s not, but usually I feel “bad” “peaceful” “in love” “feel like wanna watch teens movies” “feel like Damon Salvatore” :)) or shit!
...
Autumn
I just have such a feeling that autumn is here, thought there is a little bit more time to go.
But I’m lying to myself. It’s already fall.The whether is getting colder, the day is getting shorter … :))) And I feel so British:X! :)) I loooove England! I wanna go to live in England! But I can’t, so I enjoy Timisoara. Pretty town.
Anyway. It’s Autumn ,and the TVD is...
The Vampire Diaries season 2
UUUUh! I just can’t wait! I’m dieing! I love more TVD than Twilight! :X:X OMFG! I just saw the trailer for season 2, and OMG! THAT THING IT’S SO FUCKING HOT!
I mean, having Katherine and Elena in the same season:X. In the same episodes. I truly hope that Elena’ll stay with Damon! I’m no such a bit Stephan fan. And, yes, I admit, I love the bad guy. I love Damon!...
